I'm Pregnant
Posted at 11:40 PM

... and I'm happy about it.

NO MORE TEARS
Posted at 10:49 AM

Parang johnsons baby shampoo lang yan eh..
wala na kong maiiyak. nakanampotah! tagal kong di nakapagjournal,
hayuf sa ganda ng araw ko. tinanggalan ata ako
ng boses ng Poong Maykapal nyo.
Tangina. Anong mararamdaman mo pag nalaman mong
nagsasawa nang makinig sa paulit ulit mong kwento
yung taong pinagkakatiwalaan mo?! Potah..
In my face chongkee, syet. Pwede ba?!
Tigilan ako sa mga ganyang istilo. You're just bringing out
the devilish part of me. Sana sinabi na lang noon pa,
para di na ko mukhang tangang kwento ng kwento,
ayaw na pala marinig. Nakakarelate ka?! Astig diba?!

Balitaan ko na rin kayo sa nangyari nung birthday ko.
Last Dec. 16, 2005, I turned 21. Debut baga. Hehe.
Ang pinakamasayang birthday na naranasan ko. Sobrang nagdidiliryo ako sa tuwa. Anong meron? Wala. As in W A L A. May mga taong
sinubukan naman akong pasayahin, particularly yung mga taong
di ko ineexpect na mag-eexert ng effort para icheer up ako. Kaso wala rin nagawa. Panis.
Dabes talga yung araw na yon. Parang ngayong araw na to.
Kinukupal ako ng lahat ng tao. Buti na lang may gantong journal. At least, naaappreciate nito yung mga sinasabi ko. Most especially, naaappreciate nito yung existence ko. Thanks blog! Kaya dito na lang muna ko xeo. Kesa andun ako sa mundo ng mga magagaling na tao. mga perpekto. Mga peace loving kuno pero san ka pa?! Diba? Masarap naman maging tanga pag di mo alam na tanga ka.. Am I right or am I right? Haha. May mga taong sadyang kakatwa talaga.
Nagmamahal ka nga eh.. Ayos. Ano yon? Namihasa..? Nasanay ata ng parati kong sinusuyo. Nauumay nako sa mga ganyang eksena. Pwede ba, tama na?! Sabihin na lang kung san to papunta, tapos gawin naten yung dapat nateng gawen. Eh wala na atang taong marunong magsorry ngayon eh.. ako na lang.


Ayos talaga. Mga putang ina nateng lahat. \m/

Banish
Posted at 01:00 AM

isa yan sa mga spells na pangarap kong magkaroon. nakakabanas isipin na naglaho na lang bigla yung friendster account ko. meh nangealam na naman. talagang ginagalit ako. pero hindi pa rin. natutuwa ako at APEKTADO KA PA REN HANGGANG NGAYON. amputa ka. di ka na nagtanda. lahat na ng kababaan sinalo mo. wala ka nang pride na natitira sa sarili mo. sinusuka ka na ng sinasabi mong mahal mo. mandiri ka sa sarili mo. tanggapin mo lahat yan. galing sa puso ko yan.

anyway, sa mga di nakakaalam. may bago na po akong email. grayskull@coolindian.com

sa tingin ko kasi, kailangan kong magreset ng lahat dito sa internet. may mga taong talaga namang pinagkakalandakan yung mga pangit nilang mukha sa harap ko. nakakasuka. magagaling kayong manghula ng password pero tang ina, alam nyo kung gano kayo kabobobo, mga hangal. mamatay kayo sa inggit.

dun sa mga friends ko, peace tayo. gawa cguro ako bagong account sa friendster pag di ako tinamad. cge mga chong, sa uulitin kong post.


aug.26 - pentavia @ malate. for updates, spot nyo to:
pentavia.tk

(",)
Posted at 05:32 PM

" I glide to my left
and find the pain
I left behind.
I veer my eyes
towards my right
and see sadness
still holding me
by the hand. "

- Riza Regis,author
Understanding Crystal Power

FOR SEPHOY
Posted at 10:20 PM



This is a special tribute for Sephie
alias Gyun Woo,da spot

"Strangers Again"

I'd be a fool
If I couldn't see
How things have changed
Between you and me
Maybe we tried just a little too hard
And now we are strangers again

I kissed your lips
And they feel so cold
I still remember
We used to hold
Although it's cold
And lonely as we make love
Then now we are strangers again

Oh, lady it's hard to believe
that there in your eyes
stranger I see
And that the only song
We've got left to play
All the memories of yesterday

I'd be a fool
If I couldn't see
How things have changed
Between you and me
Maybe we tried just a little too hard
But now we are stangers again...

Missing in Action
Posted at 09:32 PM

Hi there, our friends and foes! It's been centuries since our last post. A lot of things happened for the past month. Everyone's in a rush. For what reasons? Lemme tell you a short synopsis. I've got another half sister and I found out that she was the youngest among us. She was forced to stay with us, away from her "your wish is my command type" of boyfriend. Her mom told us that she can not see her boyfriend anymore. And so she was sent to me while under probation. They were expecting that my sister is pregnant. A planned one. Menstruation? Haha. Delayed. Not until it reached the second week. PT resulted to negative. I could really say she was disappointed. But there's no one to blame. Knowing that they planned to do it without knowing the consequences of their decision, and how hard it is to raise a kid, that having a child of your own is not role-playing but responsibility, still they did it. I don't know what came into their minds, but fate would not permit them. Meaning? It's not yet time. Then when? You just have to wait. If it's time, I'm sure you'll know it. Another dilemma is about the house. Our due date was last June 15. We were troubled by the contract but thank God, we found the house. The right one. Just this day. We were so tired but it was worth it. We are so thankful that the wind blew us there. Thank's to Chico and Liezel for the ride. We appreciate it a lot. We were hoping to move on tuesday. Crossed-fingers.

Anyway, I've updated some photos. But you have to click the link MORE PHOTOS on the right side of the page. As of now, there are only three albums I've finished working on. The artworks are cool. I'm proud to say that Jok made 'em all. Go check 'em out.

We missed you guys. Ciao.

Nakakalito!
Posted at 11:17 PM

Magulo mashado pasikot sikot sa mundong ibabaw. Nakakalito yung daan. Nyway, wherever this may lead to, isa lang masasabi ko. Praning ako! Nyaaay..

Magpopost sana ko ng madami. kaso next online ko na lang. badtrip kse yung pantog ko. naiihi ako, damn!